How can you hate someone who you’re supposed to admire?
Admire so much that you would do anything to make him happy!
Happy because you look into you’re mothers eyes and see how happy she is
Because she has him
Can you see what you doing to me?
All the anger in my heart is because of you
All the f**ked up thoughts in my head are because of you
The fact that I can’t trust anyone
It’s because of you
People say I blame you for my problems
But is that really true?
Ask you’re self this question
Who doesn’t talk back to you?
Who respects you?
Who puts up with a lot of grief because you’re with my mom?
My sister says I should let you in
Tell you things
Talk to you
That you’re such a wonderful man to get to know
But how can I do that when…I don’t even know you!
You make me feel so low about myself
You make me hate my mom
Because she picks you!
You over me
The words you say
Hunt me in my sleep
Then the next day at school…when I think I’m strong enough to get threw the day
I realize that what you said the night before
Hurts me even more then the night before
Can you see what you’re doing to me?
“Think about this question…before you answer!â€
Every word that you say takes a piece out of my heart
And then I’m left to glue the pieces back together
I dream of a day that we’ll get along
But in my heart I know that isn’t going to happen
You’re a stranger to me
I’m a stranger to you
We will never see eye to eye on things
When I say “I hate you!â€
Or
When I think “I hate himâ€
Is that just a thought or is that my heart speaking to me?
I sit at home alone
I think about you most of the time
Over the years the only question I can come up with is why doesn’t he treat me like his kids?
Why does he treat me like I’m worthless?
