So I am giving up on love
You tell me dumb excuses on why we did not last
Or how you really did love me
But I am finding it hard to believe I mean I cant take it
You make me feel like our relationship
Did not work out because of me
But it takes two people to screw everything up
Even though it feels like it is just me
All I have to say
Is that I really did truly love you
And I still do love you
I wanted to be with you
But there was one thing you did best
And that was hurting me
Every time it just seemed to get worse
But you never really cared about me
You did not seem to realize how you hurt me a lot
And how I am not OK anymore
Because of you
But after all that
I still love you and that is what kills me
I never realized till now
That one guy could have this huge effect on me
And he has the power to change my life
Now I can see that
It scares me that one guy like you can change it all
I am scared that every guy I meet
Will hurt me just the same as you did
So once and finally I am giving up on love...
