Alone

No one to turn to
No one to trust
No one to hold me
No one to care

I'm all on my own
You left me here
Right after you threw me to the ground
You betrayed my trust and left me to cry

Now here I am again
On the floor again
Sobbing my heart out again
With no one to turn to again

I see no reason to be here
I don't feel like being here
I don't want to be here
I want to get away from here

My tears have cause a puddle on the floor
Ive cried so much
My eyes are sore
I can barely see

My face turns pale
I start to shake
Still I cry
My head hurts
I feel my stomach lurch
All the crying has made me sick

I feel so weak
Still I shake
Lying here on the floor crying
Finally I decide

I have no option
I'm sick of crying, literally!
I'm shaking so much
I cant think straight

I reach for the scissors on my shelf
I roll back my jacket sleeve
I draw the scissors close to my skin
And before I know it
The blood pours out

Still sobbing my heart out
I pull a bandage out my draw
And quickly wrap it round the wound
When Ive finished I sit back

What have I done?
Why? Why? Why did I do this?
Why? Why? Why did you do this?
Why? Why? Why?
I sob and cry and shake
On the floor
Alone...