Is this normal

Is it normal
to feel this way?
Being told your fat
each and every day?

How can i respect myself
when others are still learning?
How can i protect myself
when i myself am burning?

Is it normal
to live this way?
Being told what to do
each and every day?

How can i live up to
all of the expectations?
How can i solve
all of the complications?

Is it normal
to act like a child?
Being 15 years old
and still being wild?

How can i change
for me and others?
How can i love
and respect my mother?

Is it normal
to feel this way?
To wish for something
to come my way?

To think my life is bad
when other's are worse?
Am i a bad person
because I'm a curse?

To like a boy
you know you can't?
To dread coming home
to my mother's rant?

To want to be a boy
and not what i am?
To love life itself
but not the role I'm in?

To love many things
but hate others in spite?
To want to live
and to want to die?

Is this normal
this life i live?
Is this normal
the love i give?
Is this normal
to be this way?
Is this normal
to just get away?
Is this normal
typing all this down?
Is this normal
the way i frown.