My Secret...Forever!

You'll never know
how deeply I care
when I've needed you.,
you've always been there.

When I needed to cry
you offered me a shoulder and a hand
when I wanted to die
you offered a smile and a friend.

I needed you
I need you now
even still
I can't keep on loving you like I have
but I know I always will..

I know you can't choose who you love,
and you sure can't choose your way of life..
It's not fair that I have to wait
but waiting for that is like living in doubt..
So instead I leave it to fate
even though I know..

You are beyond my reach
and nothing will pull you closer..
so inside my heart I keep this secret..
forever.