Bloody Sea

Drowning in this bloody sea
reflecting the image
that will never be me.

Going under the surface
coming up again
my heart pounding in my chest
again I feel the pain..

As I look across this sea
the blood inside, a reflection of me.
What I gained and what I lost
what was received not worth the cost.

The tears pouring from my eyes again
depressions line they trace
lingering and falling
down my face..

Once again the torment sinks in
the pain hiding just under my skin.
can anyone see what I hide so deep?
No.. for this torment I promised to keep..

Deeper and deeper it sinks
surfacing when I cut too deep
Shallow am I for taking it so
When I'm gone where will this pain seep?