A dream
a vision of peace.
A scream
of silent release.
Standing alone
in this solitude
it's not easy for me
I didn't expect it to be.
I wish I wasn't alone here
so consumed with fear
emptying me
of all my emotions.
I can no longer feel
I have reached the point of breaking
forsaking all that is real.
A fantasy life I live
taking me away from sanity.
Away from the pain
Away from the memories.
Away from the long forgotten history
that made me
what I am
what I never chose to be.
