Todays Normal World

I don't know how many times
I've felt the way I do
Been hurt many times before
Yes, sadly I speak true

I haven't had an easy life
Been abandoned a few times
By friends and my mother
Like being with me is a crime

This was all before I was 12
I was starting to get by
Then I became a teen
Hurt by love, trust and lies

It's scary how we grow so fast
I tried everyday to hide my past
Moving on making my way
Then I'm thrown back into last

From tears of loss to death
To tears from broken hearts
Unsure of who to run to
Everyone's throwing painful darts

I need to know who there
Who See's right into me
Past the pain and past the hurt
To the woman I want to be!