Hope is on the horizon,
so close,
I can almost reach out and grasp it.
If only I could touch it,
hold it.
I know in my heart,
that once i do,
that little glimmer of hope,
can turn even my darkest of days
just a little brighter;
my nights will become a little calmer...
And my heart,
my heart will feel just a little lighter.
I cannot embrace this hope though,
not yet,
not until I LET myself.
For I fear change,
even change for the good...
and thereforeI have to break free of my fears and doubts,
let my walls down,
a few at a time...
And learn to embrace this new period in my life.
Only then, I can begin to heal.
