This is all wrong!
It was gone for so long.
Well now its back....
GOD I'm going to crack!
This hurts I dont know how to explain.....
But I'm in so much pain.
I guess having love isn't going to help....
When I think about it I yelp.
But now I cant, I have to hide it...
and never admit...
That its back because they wont understand...
and just squeeze my hand.
Tight wait until it passes...
and avoid those broken glasses.
I tell myself...you dont want that.
But inside I really do....
if anyone every knew.
They might not like me.
So I hide inside myself...and just wait.......until it passes...again.