Confused..

I'm so confused
On what to do

Us as friends?
Friends.. Again?

Would it work?
Would you stop
Acting like a jerk?

would you leave
me alone?
would you let
me go home?

Would you stop?
asking me
questions I
will not see?

Would you just
Understand
I just don't care
Not if I can

Would you just finally
go away!?
And leave me be
everyday?

But even still
Should I let
you be friends..
friends with me?

Should I be your friend
Just to have you there
Should I be your friend
Because I know you care?

Or..

Should I be your friend
So you will leave me alone
Should I be your friend
So I can just go home?

Should I be your friend
Should I let you in?
Or leave you hanging? ...
Cuz you ain't winnin'!