Mixed Emotions

by CJ Quintanilla   Mar 28, 2006


Keeping all this inside, there's nothing I can do.
I'm torn between two, and I'm so confused.

I need a way to let it all out without showing another side of me
What we have is something real, and I never wanna let it go
but I know one day I will have no choice
I don't want that to happen
I don't want to go through it again
No not again
I'd rather end it now and just move on

What's a boy like me to do?
I'm torn between two
and I don't wanna let go of either one
No not now

Must I really have to choose between her or you?
This has become a game, I'm afraid to lose
No matter who I choose I'll lose
I'll put one down, that's not what I wanna do
I should just walk away. Just walk away
No one will get hurt. Only me
It doesn't even matter.
As long as I can sleep at night
knowing I did something right

I'll just go back. Back to the beginning
Back to when I didn't know who I was
Back to when I never knew you
Back to when I never knew her
Back to...just being me...just me

I'll miss holding you tight
talking to you at night,
letting you know you were all mine

I'll miss the good times we had
good or bad
Your lips touching mine

I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll miss... you.

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