Last time

I'm sorry...I promise it doesn't last.
It should be gone fast.
But I'm not sure last time was bad...
I got really mad...
and I went crazy....everything got all hazy...
My eyes were filled with water...and I started punching things...
Last time...they told me I couldn't see him...that just wasn't happening.
so i cut my wrist and yea I felt it sting.
Then it started to bleed..
oh I done a bad deed.
Step mom walked in...
I don't know where to begin.
She flipped out called the cops..
and thats when everything stops.
Slow motion...they take me away
I screamed...I want to stay!!!
The place was scary...
I was very wary...
It was cold.....oh so cold.
I finally got out...
I wanted to shout...
hurrrrayyyy...but I didn't......