Tear Droplet themes

When I wonder why I can no longer sleep,
And the scar in my heart goes way too deep,
Is when I remember things of past dreams.

Look in the mirror and I see
Under my eyes are purple rings,
stamped on my face by my tear droplet themes.

An illusion I will make,for my friends I will look strong.
I'm heading for a breakdown,
I fear it will not be too long.
And If I lose this friendship now,
its gonna light the fuse to my ticking time bomb.

Somehow two friends have moved on.
My heart is hurting,the hope left from yesterday has gone.
Don't you notice that this silence has gone on for way too long?

Life's playing tricks on me, all I can think about is when we lived our lives so happily.
I have become a forced smile that you are too busy to see.

As invisible tears fall to the ground,
we drift apart,not bidding farewell
not a sound.

Sometimes I just wanna scream out loud.
Friendships are not made to betray,and if that is so,why my friend did we ever stray away?