Why cant anyone see?

Been tryin to cope,
But im not ok,
I hate it when we fight,
But I wanna die more each day,

I want a normal family,
All happy with big smiles,
But I am unhappy all the time,
I've been like this for a while,

I don't know what to do anymore,
About home, about school, about me,
People think I'm so happy but if only they could see...