Know that this is what I've chosen for

I count the drops of blood

on the pieces glass on the floor

my eyes reflecting on the dagger

how I once was, but now broken

I went so far away

traveled to the portal

the portal of death

to see it was still closed

and I cried, screamed it out

when I came all the way back

to awake in the same damned pain

I was running away for

In my mind I see you

you picked me up

held me in your arms

hoping that I won't try again

And I know that once

the portal will open

and will let me trough

till then I'll try

I'll stay here for a while

how long, we'll see

but once I'll go

I won't breath again

Just promise me

you won't cry

when I say goodbye

on the day I die

know that this is what I've chosen for