Why?

We stayed by each other,
you said you would never leave,
you promised me with all your heart,
but somehow, i didn't quite believe.

the feeling of you being there,
having found a friend so perfect,
but it only took a few months for that to end,
just as i had predict.

you gave me more pain,
that you have helped me out,
all that gifts you bought for me,
what was that about?

i thought were different from the others,
not caring what others say,
i guess i was wrong again,
another ordinary day.

i gave you everything when you needed help,
i stayed by you when you cried,
but when my troubles came my way,
you left me thinking of suicide.

when i told you i wanted to die,
you cried and begged me not to,
i felt hurt for you and therefore,
i did not do.

but you still didn't care,
didn't ask my pain,
all you saw was my outwardly smile,
and ignored me once again.

i guess this is the end,
if you don't care then why should i,
we should just it here,
leave me wondering 'why?'

*this poem was written when i felt as though i was losing all my friends because i wasnt pretty and cool enough*