Its Been Awhile

Its been awhile
Since I smile
What I've been through
Just living my life day by day without you
Yeah, its hard to move on
Forgetting you and pretending trying to be strong

Its been awhile since you moved away
But it seems just like yesterday
I swear I could still see your face
When I close my eyes and dream off into space
And I swear I could still hear your voice
When its so quiet with no noise

Its been awhile since I cry
Just trying to keep it all inside
I sometimes wonder if love was ever meant to be
Or is it just happening to you and me
My mind is telling me to just forget
But my heart has a feeling of regret

Its been awhile since I learn how to cope
But still without you I have no hope
I wish our love can be the same again
And for one more time for you to be my man
Days and nights pass by with time
And in my heart I know you'll never again be mine

Its been awhile since we spoke
But do you remember my heart was the one you broke
My eyes filling up with tears
Because I miss you and don't have you here
For the last time I wonder if you found your lover yet
Cause as for me... I'm still waiting for a wish I know I'll never get

This one is dedicated to my 1st ex. I don't know why I still love him so much.. but I guess it must just been my feelings..

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