Just to be with you!

Sitting by the railway lines,
Wondering what to do,
Deciding weather to jump,
So I can be with you.

I tell myself it will be for the best,
So I can see you again,
The family would be worried,
But I can stand the pain.

Sitting by the railway lines,
Wondering what to do,
Deciding weather to jump,
So I can be with you.

The next ones due in 5 minutes,
My heart starts to pound,
Doubts come rushing into my head,
I get up and turn around.

Walking on the railway lines,
Wondering what to do,
Deciding weather to stay,
So I can be with you.

I can hear it coming,
I stay and think it through,
Would it all be worth it?
Just to be with you.

Walking on the railway lines,
Wondering what to do,
Deciding weather to stay,
So I can be with you.

Suddenly I hear a voice,
They start to shout my name,
Another noise is getting louder,
I bow my head in shame.

Laying on the railway lines,
Thinking it through,
Wondering weather it was worth it,
Just to be with you!

THIS POEM IS DEDICATED TO MY GRANDAD!! GONE BUT NOT 4GOTTEN!!
LUV U!!