You told me you loved me

You told me , you loved me
you told me you would do anything for me
but yet why i am still alive if you say u love me
i don't understand
what is the point
i am just waiting
waiting and watching
watching phenomenally happy people walk by together why cant i be the one above staring at them

you told me you loved me
yet you keep me here
is this true love ?
you think it is

you told me you loved me
that is why i am still here
i will do anything thing you
as long as you love me
love me and i am yours

if i am not loved i am worthless
and life is pointless
yet i told you i loved you
and you are not here

all i see is you watching me , loving me
x