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by Brittany Mar 29, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / other
He was slowly getting over her With every passing day But then he got to the point Where he was weak and not OK. If you look into his eyes You would see a world full of pain Ever since its been over He See's every thing the same. Every since she said she loved him Then told him goodbye He See's people he can't trust And people that will lie. He thought about the pills He thought about a gun He thought about leaving everything For the hurtful things she's done. To him suicide was the answer The best way to ease his pain For you see without her He had nothing left to gain. He finally got the guts to do it One cold and lonely night He was tired of living without her Tired of putting up a fight. He had it all planned out Exactly what he would do He would play Russian roulette With a chamber filled with no less then two. he put the barrel in his mouth as tears streamed down his face then he pulled the trigger and fulfilled his new wish of finally leaving this place. they found him face down with her picture next to him and a letter addressed to her telling why he did this sin. they called her over immediately she cried over what it said she fell down on her knee's and this is what it read: To my dearest love, I'm sorry for what I've done they said i would fall in love again but you were my only one. i remember all the times we had i remember the memory's that we shared. i remember you said you loved me, and pretended that you cared. go and be with your new man it's all over now all my pain and sorrows ended at the sound of the comforting POW! i hope this hurts you as much as you hurt me and i hope for once that this will help you see see how it really feels to have you heart break & sometimes it is better to give then to take for what you took was indeed my heart and instead of giving me yours in return you tore mine apart through all the pain and hurt i do still love you but i hope you think of me in whatever u do so with these final words i write and the tears i hope you cry just know its our broken love that has left me here to die. pt 2 coming soon please vote! (c)