Help me, I Don't Know

I don't know how to tell you.
My feelings are a blur..
I want to get this off my chest,
But I don't know if you have feelings for another.

I don't know if you like me,
Or if you're an all around flirt.
Damn, I'm getting my hopes up,
I don't want to end up hurt.

You have said things to me,
So I should rightfully think you care.
Are you just leading me on,
Or are there feelings really there?

I'm afraid to ask you,
Or to even say hello.
Could you just tell me something?
Something to let me know?

It sucks to wonder,
And then to be shot down.
I have so many feelings for you.
I wish I could throw them away and barry them in the ground.

Honestly to believe,
That I actually have a chance:
Well that's like catching a shooting star,
With out changing stance.

My friends try to give me confidence,
But you're to hot for me, I know.
I don't want things to be weird,
I want an us to grow.

Please don't treat me different.
I love being your friend.
If I tell you how feel,
Will our friendship come to an end?