You Not I

Liar
Deceiver
Tease

That is what describes you
You did this to me

You are the problem
You are my fault

My one
My only fault

It is you I'd wish to hit

I don't wish to see you anymore
I wish never to open my eyes

Fear to see you
Fear to see my faults

MY FAULTS
the only one
You

But I would only punish myself
When it is you who should be...
Be punished

Not me
Not I
I have nothing to do with you

I look at you only when I must
I turn my head in the bathroom
I write on your face in my room

I hide
But you're always there
When I look back

LEAVE ME!!!
Leave me alone please

I loathe
You
I hate
You

LEAVE!

I finally hit you
You shatter
But I can still see you

In parts

WHY do you show that to me?
WHY do you show me what I do not wish to see?

WHY do you show me, me?