Too controlled
so lost
finally I've realized the cost
my choices in the past
are effecting me now
need to find reality somehow
finally standing on my own once more
for so long i was lying on the floor
now I'm so afraid
afraid to fall
afraid to loose it all
i can keep this up
smiles aren't that hard to fake
i know everyone is waiting for me to break
I'm trying so hard to prove them wrong
trying to prove I'm not a mistake...
