I love you and always will

As I cut my wrists
I fell the pain you gave me
Just to see you with other girls
Made me want to die.

I tried to push through,
Act like nothing was wrong.
And just promise myself I would be alright.

Now I know its not
As I’m sitting here, thinking about how much pain
I want to suffer
Would it be enough
Just to get you back?

I guess I will have to see
Tomorrow everyone will see my pain
That I have done to myself
And really wished I hadn’t.

Will you be there to care?
Or will you just look the other way.
You probably think I’m crazy,
But I Love You,
And I always will.