As I try to push through my pain,
I think about what we could have been
And what we could have had.
Everyone says Iâ??m failing,
At trying to hide my pain,
Iâ??m heart broken,
But I just say Iâ??m fine.
I cry at night,
Thinking about you with the other girls
Wanting to be with you,
But knowing you hate me.
You wanted to pull me down.
You wanted Me put myself down.
And you succeded
Im not okay
Im not fine.
I sit here, watching the blood flow as I cut away
At my wrists.
This is what you have done to me.
You make me cut my wrists and tell
Stupid lies to everyone.
I hate it, I wanna just leave
Go away forever and
Hope that you might miss me.
But I know that will never happen.
Soon, ill just fade away
Into the darkâ?¦
