So much for happy birthday

So much for happy birthday
Obviously not going to happen
When you’re gone away

Isn`t this one supposed to be special?
Well I assure you, no one will forget
This one will be surprising
The end of my regret

I thought you weren`t supposed to spend birthdays alone
It`s my birthday and no one cares
So watch my heart turn to stone

These moments supposed to be happy
But I waste it being afraid
Afraid you`ll be like him
And leave me to wish you stayed