Loving you is all that i tried to do.
You pushed me away, just letting grief get to you.
I loved you so much, and you did not notice.
I helped you with your problems, gave you a shoulder to cry on.
But now i know i cant have the one thing i wanted most, you...
You turned away, letting the world get to you.
You took your life all because you thought no one care.
I cared, i love you so much, and all you did was just leave..
I wanted to hate you, say that you werent a good friend anyways.
That you didnt mean that much to me anyways.
But every time i sleep i hear your voice, see you in my dreams...
I re-read the note you gave me just before you left,
\"Im doing this for the best... dont miss me... you never even knew me.. i was just a lost soul, waiting to die...but always know that you were my greatest friend, even though we didnt talk much... but i love you for that... trying to save me.. but when you left me, i was already gone...i have to do this..."
And i think of how you said you loved me....
That takes me through my days..
Even when i know your not here,
I still know that you loved me..
**I havent really written anything like this soo yeah**
