Trying Not To Hate You

I sit here nice and lonely,
It kills, this feeling inside.

You will never understand the pain you've caused
Just leave me alone.

I'm giving you the the feeling,
that you gave me first.

I want to die alone,
this is all your fault,

just stop trying to get in
i feel like you are burying me alive.

The Spark that was in your eyes was just the match i used to set myself on fire.

I'm trying not to hate,
but it is so hard,

I guess it had to be this way,
I wish i Didn't hurt

But it does and i cant stop it