Untitled life

Depressing thoughts
selfish lies
bloody tears
and days to die

constantly wishing
for the day to end
and never wanting
for another to begin

crying at night
loosing sleep
blood everywhere
from cuts so deep

there is always pain
no matter what
all i want
is for my eyes to shut

never knowing
what the day will be
always hating life
and hating me

I'm hating myself
but i dont hate you
if you save me
I'll save you to

but saving me wont help
i just want a life
with friends and family
and to quit the knife

no more scars
or a troubled home
no more problems
or being alone