If only....

Do not cry for me
i was dead all along
no one ever heard my sirens song
Dancing with water
so fluid and graceful

eyes forever closed to the beauty of life
Dont worry about me she said
while in her mind she muttered
i would be better off dead

my hand touched the cold dead wood surrounding you
blackness encasses my heart and soul

Never would i have thought you'd go this far
Alone in your room
i wish i had of been there
to stop you
to help you

if only i had of been there
if only i had noticed b4