Last dream

Its two in the morning
and I cant seem to sleep.
Then again, I don't want to
because my mind wont be at peace
For all I dream....
is about my fears
they wont leave me alone
and at the end, I end up with tears
for they only show me of death
love ones living me alone
as I watch them take their last breath.
Why is this happening to me
I'm so alone and terribly afraid
I wish I could end this...
then I see a blade
It feels cool in my hands
and as I cut my wrist I pray
as my blood flows to the floor
all my worries start to fade.
I can now leave all the screams
that have tortured me
because once dead I wont longer dream.

Copyright ©2006 Jeannette R

Please vote and comment I would really appreciate it ^_^