I hate myself for ever loving you
But i hate myself for ever seeing you
I hate myself so much
That i just don't want to live
I just want to kill myself
But most of all my parents hate me
They have no f*c*ing idea what i have been up to
Because they would kill me
So i don\'t make a sound
When people are around
I wish i could just end my life
RIGHT NOW!!!!
But i want to fulfill my dreams
Grow up have a family
But i don\'t know how much more i can survive
I cant take a the heartbreak
All the f*c*ing backstabbing
Everybody has back stabbed somebody
But theres no truth in the world
