The relaxing sensation of lulling delight, slowly fulfills it's destiny, as it enters the remains of this lost and wandering soul, to find it's purchase deep within the crevices of my ancient and slowly deteriorating heart, breading feelings that i had thrown into the black abyss of my mind along with the forbidden thoughts, to never be born again. And yet, as the delight and pleasure slowly reopens the wounds, no pain but only a twinge of guilt as the loving sensation of 2021 pounds through my veins, I realize something that i had not known before in a situation like this, amazement. Amazed at how a song like control could bring fourth emotions that i had bottled within, only to find true joy in the ones already found. To be amazed at the silky smooth licks of electronic music, as it filled my dry weathered heart with the need nectar to survive.
