Who in life see me for me
who knows the hate i show
thats apart of me
Who knows the pain i feel
And who knows what i see
Whos the girl thatll win
And be apart of me
Who will it be
who will it be
Not like im choosing
Not like there are options
I am alone
In my heart and my mind
Im alone and i have to find
She that makes me feel
She that makes it all go away
this girl exists but doesnt exist
shes there in my mind which make her alive but shes not really here
I dont want to die...
i just wanna be different
I want a better life
I want the hate inside to die
So that way i no longer cry
So when she drives me away
Then elsewhere i will play
So when she says goodbye
I wont have to try
I wont have to be
Ill just get up and leave
It wont be this girl that will see
That no longer can she be apart of me
Shes given up
and chosen another at least in her mind
and in her choices i will find
A new way to keep my mind
And i will be the one to see
what will stay apart of me
will be the hate ive always known
will it be jealousy ive always shown
will it pain i try to hide
while it kills me on the inside
will it be love i always want
And can it ever be
I dont think so right now
So it is not apart of me
