BLESSED SUICIED!

Laying int he bathtub,
cutting every vain
watching the bath fill with blood
and drowning here in pain,

its about an inch deep
and ive got so much more to go
wondering if i should turn the water on high and watch it overflow.

im hardly here
and regret what i have done,
wish i thought twice
before i begun.

im laying here in my watery
blood, no one to hear my cries
i look up and see gods face
with my very eyes.

i hold his hand and talk
as i repeat and we begin to walk
so now there is nothing else to hide
cause this is what u truly call a BLESSED SUICIDE!