Alone I Sit Here

Its short but please tell me what you think..

Alone I sit here wondering,
What they really think of me.
Waht they would think if I told them.
Alone I sit here thinking,
Will this be the last time?
How much longer do I have to go through this pain?
Alone I sit here looking,
At the bleeding mascara running down my face.
At the girl that once loved live.
That once loved herself.