All alone*~*

Here i am all alone
crying with my radio blasted
things would not be this way
if only we had lasted

when you walked out of my life
you took a part of me too
without that piece i am not whole
i need to get it back from you

but you will never give it back
you just hang it over my head
i can't take this pain anymore;
it would be so much easier if i was dead

i know i shouldn't be thinking that
but right now it sounds like a good idea
and if my life doesn't change
that's the way it will always be

it's like im on the outside
watching my life go by
i don't have control over my life anymore,
and that is why i cry

i'm all alone now
there's nobody to drag me along
my world is dark and empty
and it seems like everyone is gone

this pain is too much
for anyone to deal with
i just want my life to be normal again, that is my only wish

but wishing has never worked before, and it probably won't ever help
so the only thing there is left do to
is to keep on hating myself