Like A Drug

I thought you were different
From every other guy
You know the snobbish type?

But you weren't any better
You were in no way different
Actually you were worse.

I believed you at first
When you faked all your kindness
You just made me feel so dumb.

The way you just left me
Left a hole in my heart
The place you were before.

You left me to feel so empty
So embarrassed and used
Like paper drawn on and trashed.

After you left, I'm afraid
Afraid to fall in love with another
Afraid to feel embarrassed and used.

I'm far from the edge now
The place where i won't fall
Where i won't see you.

Everyday your face still haunts me
Your voice speaks till its loudest
Till i start to fade away.

You're like a nightmare
One that keeps repeating
One without an end.

You're an addiction to me
Just like a drug
That i can't live without.

But you're gone now
I'm starting to think it's a good thing
Now that you can't hurt me.

I don't wanna see your face again
Even if you say sorry
It's over It's done now go away.

Now i can go on with my life
Just hanging out having fun
Now that your gone.