Y is it that I disappoint everyone around me
When they are the ones who have been there for me
Every time im upset, or having a hard time
They r always the ones that care!
Y is it that I don't realise im hurting them
But maybe they think I do it out of despite.
I need to wake up
Wake up and realize how this world works.
Y is it that I can't tell anyone how I am really feeling.
Instead, I keep it all bottled up
Where it hurts
Where it lye's!
Y is it that I can't open up the part of me that is hidden away
The voice inside of me is telling me so many things
I will try to be strong
Even when life goes wrong.
Y is it that I am so confused.
And not know what to do!
Im so lost
Im so disheartened.
Y is it that I feel so unwanted,
I feel like im trapped in a box
No one can see me,
No one can hear me.
Y is it that I can't find another way to express my feelings
Without people thinking things of me
Y is it that I hurt everyone around me
The ones that are there, the ones that care!!!!!
