Why don't you just say it?
I know it's killing you
Just tell me straight to my face
how much you want to hate me
but you don't care enough to
You'll feel better (bitter)
&& I deserve it
I'll put on a brave face
but I won't pretend it never happened
I'll tell everyone what I did
I'll tell everyone about it
So no one else makes the same mistakes
That made me lose any chance of getting close to you