Sometimes I wish I could die
I ask myself why
I was ever born
And then I feel like my heart is all worn
From all the things I have gone through
Yet I put on a smile, even though it's not true
So deep down I cry
And ask myself why
With each tear I shed
I wish I were dead
So much shit goes down in my life
That sometimes I think it would be easier to take a knife
And slit my wrist
But from my family and friends I don't want to part
So for now I'll just close my eyes
And tell some more lies
I'll hold on with all my might
And my pain I will fight
So everyday I will plaster on a smile
And meanwhile
Deep down inside
My pain I will hide
