Never in a million years...

I wrote this ages ago and just found it, some of its alright mostly I rave... Comments on refining appreciated.
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I never thought in a million years,
That this would happen to me,
Its the stuff you read about and scoff,
The thing you think is rubbish,
And then it happens to you,
All of a sudden you are that person,
The one in the article you just read,
The one whose picture you scribbled on,
With horns and snot and forked tongue,
You are that person, the one you mocked,
And suddenly the tables turned,
Suddenly youre the victim in the scandal,
The one thats been hurt,
And out of the blue your life is hell,
Youre in their shoes,
Walking those same cruel corridors,
Looking over your shoulder,
Too afraid to trust, to proud to cry,
But tears escape, and trust emerges,
Foolish hopes, lives in others hands,
F**k them all, f**k their systems,
F**k the people, the cruel, cruel people,
With accusing eyes and crushing lips,
Tongues flicker more satanic than a snake,
Your eyes are jaded, you emanate hate,
And for what reason?
Why do you hate so much?
You dont even have a reason,
Your life is just there to make mine unbearable,
Its your purpose, your chosen goal,
You dont have a clue whats going on in my head,
How my mind is tearing apart,
Self esteem down the plughole,
Knives on the verge of cutting,
Glinting temptations of ending this,
This life, this curse, this eternal hell,
So thanks a f**king lot,
Your contribution is appreciated,
Please pay on the way out,
We accept all major credit cards,
And look forward to your return,
Same time next week,
Tormentor baby,
More scandal and treachery?
Oh please lets. . .