Truly in love

The biggest pain of all
the pain that isn't small

the pain i cant take
the pain only u can create

i know u didn't mean to
i know u love me to

but what i never expected
now has to be accepted

i hurt u thats without a doubt
but thats not the pain this is about

no this time u hurt me
and its a hurt to deep

for me to handle, to much to bare
but here i am again saying this ain't fair

I'm so nice to u, id give u the world
even though your not my girl

i did everything i could for u
yet on your last night your not here and i don't know what to do

u left to drive Aaron home about 3 hours ago
i told u it was ok for u to yea i know

but u know I'm in love with u, always have been
and u love me so why are u with him?

i just don't get it, to me it don't make sense
how your with him, when its with me your last night here should be spent

i looked into your eyes and told u I'm ok with it
u should have known that the thought of u 2 made me sick

but u did anyway..i cant believe he would
i would talk to u about it if only i could

but i cant i lied to make u happy
now I'm the one alone feeling crappy

but don't worry, ill be just fine
ill lie and say I'm ok, that i will be for all time

you'll smile happy for this minute
but u know real love, and this isn't

so this is the real truth hidden deep inside of me
i gave up being happy so u could be

thats what u know nothing of
the real thing, being truly in love