I Saw Her...

I saw her.
The girl you betrayed me for.
I'll tell you, it was strange,
I thought it wouldn't hurt anymore.

But all the pain came back.
I had flashbacks of those nights.
She doesn't know she hurt me,
And for my sanity, I must fight.

Her and I were friends before.
We're still pretty close.
We've got a lot of catching up to do,
But for a moment, I froze.

A second after I saw her,
I had to freak out a little bit.
Cuz I thought she was gone,
You can see why I had my fit.

I thought I wouldn't have to
Worry about her anymore.
I honestly thought she was gone,
But again, my heart tore.

It's been through enough,
Don't you think?
And soon enough,
I will start to sink.

I am not ready for this again.
I just got over you.
Summers drawing nearer,
And I don't want to see you.

I don't want you
Like I used to.
I don't want
Anything to do with you.