Just for A Moment

I miss you
I don't know why
It's been so long
I should be over you by now
So why can't I stop loving you?

I can't stand not meaning anything to you
How you stare
Why you ignore
You do things like you don't care
But then you do things that say you do

Your laugh, touch, and your warmth
All these things I long for
If I thought that even if just for a moment
You would hold me in your arms
Even though you didn't really care

Because in your arms
For the first time in my life
I felt safe, cared for, and protected
Everything else melted away
Nothing left

Like I could cry
Without worry
And you would solve everything

I didn't know what I had
Until you were gone
I didn't know how much
I loved you, until you left so fast

The feelings that I felt with you
I long to feel again
Even if just for a moment
I would still long to feel them

But you will never hold me
Because I'm afraid you'll never know
I long so much to tell you this
But I'm afraid of what I'll say

Afraid I'll loose control of my words
My heart would open and over flow
Spilling more than I wanted to say
All these things I long to tell you
But that I mustn't do

For you have asked me to leave your life
To not care, walk away, and never share
But if Iâ??m ever granted just one wish
I know I would always wish
Just for you to know all of this...