How can I take when I have nothing to give to in return? How could I hate when you need love
How could I love when there is no more here? How could I have pain when there is no feeling?
How could I live when my soul starts to die?
How could you have let it get this bad to where I am a hollow shell?
Walking and talking with no breath left
Speaking and thinking with no energy to move. Why do you ask these questions when there is no need to reply, yet you wait for an answer
How could you every day look at me, my eyes and not see the pain that thy has inflected. But you need to have loved once to have feelings and if there is hare there are no feelings just raw pure emotion
But I feel numb I have this ache in my chest I feel tears try to fall from my eyes yet I feel nothing. Looking around the world and I see deceit, pity and hatred. I blame no one, but everyone for this horrible existence to where there is no return but I indeed have very little faith that the lord has forsaken me, just giving me time to come to a certain place in my life nevertheless I contradict myself I say I have no love, but I have it for everyone in the world, but I have no one to give it to. How could I have a mother a father and a sister, but I am alone with no feelings, sense of self or right of mind?
