In my eyes you could do no wrong
Everything was just another trail
Just another day
In my eyes you always told
The truth, no lies
Could come from your mouth or even cross you eyes
In my eyes you could never hurt me or show shame
I believed you could loved me so
You could never rip my heart into a million pieces
You would never hurt me intentionally
Just the thought of you doing me wrong
Makes tears come to my eyes
Today was the day you destroyed me
I know longer
Have anyone who I could trust
As I did
You
With just a nod of the head
And a word from the lips
You thrust every pain a human could inflect on my in less than five seconds. You destroy my whole entire being with nothing to rebuild myself with and for that there is no forgiveness only shame, pity and sense of loss
Never to be made whole again.
Never again will you be the same, you’ll never be a father that I knew
My heart
It hurts every waking minute there is no release for this pressure, surely there can be no way to keep it bottled up
Refuses as I might it just won’t go away destruction is where I am headed
I know this for a fact. The situation will only kill me, not physically but mentally and emotionally
Never in my life have I felt pain this intense it hurts so badly to where there is no feeling, I know it’s not because of the dull burning, but the tears that continue to fall off my face. Who can I trust to keep there secrets that I have contained inside of me
I know the truth of the matter and it still hurts
