We were together for so long
that baby, you're a big part of me
even tho things went so wrong
between us
even tho we lost what was left of our trust
i still love you
and i will forever
even tho i know
we'll probably never get back together
it kills me to think of you
with someone new
but i know
that I'm the one who let go
and told you to go on with your life
told you to never think about a knife
then i went and almost did it myself
baby, i needed your help
i didn't think it would hurt so bad
i mean, its been almost a year
and I'm still so sad
I'm still drowning in tears
i know you don't understand
because I'm the one who said goodbye
I'm the one who let it end
and yet, I'm the one who's still in love
I'm the one who needs a miracle from above
to get you back
i know you think that i have someone new now
but that relationship's not real
and i don't know how
you can be in love with someone else
how do i deal?
you say you still love me
and I'm trying to believe you
but you act so different on the phone
then you do at school
i don't know what to say
to make you understand
how i feel inside
and that our love will never end
i know you feel it deep inside
cause baby, from me you cannot hide
i know you better than anyone else
and you're the only one I've ever felt
but a million-word poem
can't say just how i feel
but baby, a thousand years from now you know
I'll be loving you still
because true love lasts lifetimes
