Putting up with the rain*~*

The tears fall down my face
as i lay on the floor
this pain has totally destroyed me
i can't take it anymore

my life is slowly twisting
and things are getting worse
i can't live this life
that is full of suffering and hurt

everyone's lives seem perfect
they don't know what pain is
but i definitely know what it feels like; pain is all that i live

it seems like there's nobody out there
who can ease my broken heart
the ground is crumbling under me
and i'm falling into the dark

when i really need a friend
it seems there is nobody there
they are too busy with their own lives
to even have time to care

so i guess it's just up to me
i have to do this on my own
but sometimes it seems like too much, if only you would have known

that i would have done anything to stay with you
i loved you so much
you helped me out in so many ways
my life has truly been touched

but i guess you didn't really care
that i still needed you
and now that i sit here all alone
there's nothing i can do

i just wish there was an end
to all this suffering and pain
but i guess to see the rainbow
you have to put up with the rain